Worship

WHY?!?!?!
WHY DO WE WORSHIP?!?!?!
WHAT IS WORSHIP?!?!?!?!

Well I started to think about this question one day..

And I tried to put my thoughts into that same STUPID FORM of "Worship to me is (Dot Dot Dot)"

BUT then i really started thinking and i figured out Worship to me is

SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!!!!

Playing a guitar

Playing a bass

Playing a drum

Playing a violin

Whatever it is THAT YOU DO TO SHOW GOD YOU LOVE HIM!!!!

but then i started to feel guilty

i started thinking about all the times i criticize people for not dancing around or being undignified during worship

Easy for me to criticize when i have my bass to hide behind

But when i don’t have that bass or a guitar

And i lose my veil and i am VULNERABLE!!!!!!!!

I’m scared

I’m worried about what people will think of me

What they will say...

I know i pray that same prayer every time LORD

"Lord let them not see us but let them see you through us (DOT DOT DOT)"

But do i really mean it

Sometimes i doubt myself

Am i really trying to Worship you God or am i trying to be worshiped

Am i just trying to make myself look better by worshiping you and saying its not for me when it really subliminally is for me?

And not you God

Well imma change that

Here goes nothing

"I’m coming back to the heart of worship when it’s all about YOU all about YOU Jesus. I’m sorry Lord for the thing i made it when it’s all about YOU all about You Jesus...."